Am I retiring From Youtube?
jacksepticeye
16 min, 48 sec
The creator reflects on their YouTube career, discusses the pressures and challenges faced, and contemplates eventual retirement.
Summary
- The creator has been considering retirement influenced by other YouTubers like MatPat and Tom Scott, but is not ready to retire just yet.
- There has been a struggle with the YouTube algorithm, content creation passion, and dealing with negative impacts on mental health.
- The creator is clinically diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and ADHD, which affects their work and motivation.
- They have been affected by negative comments and a harmful spam trend following their father's death.
- Despite contemplating leaving, the creator has decided to continue but in a more sustainable and enjoyable manner, aiming to balance life better.
Chapter 1
The creator introduces the topic of retirement from YouTube, sparked by discussions in the community and personal reflection.
- The creator's tweet about YouTube being a third of their life prompted speculation about retirement.
- They clarify they are not retiring yet but have thought about it, especially at the start of the year.
Chapter 2
Discusses the challenges faced with keeping up with YouTube changes and the impact on content creation.
- The creator feels the 'mold' of YouTube has changed, making it harder to fit in and necessitating a change in their content strategy.
- They experimented with different content types to appease the algorithm but felt burnt out and uninspired.
Chapter 3
The creator shares their personal struggles with mental health and its effect on their motivation and content.
- The creator is open about their depression, anxiety, and ADHD diagnoses and how these conditions have impacted their life and work.
- They have been proactive about mental health, taking breaks, and seeking therapy, but it still affects their motivation and content creation.
Chapter 4
The creator discusses how they've been affected by negative comments and a particularly harmful spam trend.
- Negative comments have taken a toll over time, and the spam trend about their father's death was particularly distressing.
- Despite the hardships, the creator decided to continue producing content but in a way that's more sustainable for them.
Chapter 5
The creator talks about finding joy in other projects and modifying their approach to YouTube.
- They discuss engaging in other fulfilling projects like comics, podcasts, and other creative endeavors.
- The creator has found a more enjoyable approach to content creation, like making all-in-one videos.
Chapter 6
Reflecting on future goals and the likelihood of retiring in a couple of years.
- The creator mentions a desire to produce bigger projects and create original content outside of YouTube.
- They believe they have a couple of years left before they may retire to focus on these other interests.