Fentanyl Addict interview-Tony
Soft White Underbelly
21 min, 36 sec
Tony recounts his upbringing, family dynamics, struggles with addiction, and his outlook on life.
Summary
- Tony grew up in Half Moon Bay with three sisters, a brother, and his parents; his mother passed away in 2008.
- Despite financial challenges, he had a good childhood, although his father struggled with alcoholism.
- He nearly graduated high school early but was set back by a breakup and stopped attending school.
- Tony has battled with drug addiction, starting with marijuana at age 12 and escalating to harder substances including fentanyl.
- He has a son and maintains some contact with his family, but his drug use and homelessness have strained these relationships.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Tony describes his experiences with homelessness and the challenges of surviving on the streets of San Francisco.
- Lives in San Francisco's Tenderloin district when on the streets.
- Describes the difficulty of maintaining basic living standards while homeless.
Chapter 6
Tony talks about his family's awareness of his situation, his son, and his relationship with his child's mother.
- His family is aware of his struggles; he lost contact with his mother after she passed away.
- He has a son with a woman who also uses drugs, and they both occasionally see him.
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Tony reflects on his life choices, expressing regret over not completing high school and his aspirations.
- Regrets not finishing high school and not pursuing professional sports.
- Despite his current situation, he still has dreams and aspirations.
Chapter 9
Tony shares his views on drug use, its role in his life, and his personal philosophy.
- Sees drugs as a way to cope with stress and maintain a level of functioning.
- Believes that if one knows how to use drugs properly, it can be a tool rather than a detriment.
Chapter 10
Tony discusses his biggest fear of losing his son and how he wants to reestablish a meaningful connection with him.
- Fears not being a part of his son's life and the repercussions of his drug use.
- Wants to overcome his struggles to reconnect with his son and contribute positively to the world.
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
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