MABEL MATİZ "BENİ BU KADAR ÜZMELERİNE NASIL İZİN VERDİM BİLMİYORUM!"

196Sekiz

196Sekiz

43 min, 42 sec

The transcript presents an in-depth conversation with a pop artist discussing their life, career, and personal growth.

Summary

  • The artist reflects on the struggles of stuttering and how it influenced their musical expression.
  • They share the initial rejection from their father regarding their music career and the eventual pride he felt in their success.
  • The artist talks about the transformative power of facing and overcoming past challenges, including feeling inadequate after some concerts.
  • They discuss their relationship with their hometown, Mersin, and how it has healed over time.
  • The artist expresses their perspective on the entertainment industry and how they see themselves as part of it.

Chapter 1

Introduction and Early Struggles

0:00 - 1 min, 0 sec

The artist introduces themselves and talks about their early life challenges with stuttering and the initial disbelief in their musical ambitions.

The artist introduces themselves and talks about their early life challenges with stuttering and the initial disbelief in their musical ambitions.

  • The artist had a stutter which made it difficult for them to speak clearly as a child.
  • Despite people's doubt, they were determined to become a pop artist.
  • They faced issues with stuttering and speech laziness, but found refuge in music.

Chapter 2

Musical Journey and Identity

1:00 - 2 min, 7 sec

The artist discusses their journey into music, storytelling, and self-identification in the industry.

The artist discusses their journey into music, storytelling, and self-identification in the industry.

  • The artist does not identify as a singer but more as a storyteller.
  • They started their career from scratch and faced skepticism about being able to earn from music.
  • The artist believes that to be successful like Tarkan or Sezen Aksu is not the only way to teach and learn in life.

Chapter 3

Personal Reflection and Public Image

3:07 - 54 sec

The artist reflects on their personal growth and how public perception has influenced their self-awareness.

The artist reflects on their personal growth and how public perception has influenced their self-awareness.

  • The artist sees themselves primarily as a storyteller and not just a musician.
  • They feel that their public image as 'Ali's older brother' and using their mother's name in their work were important parts of their career.
  • The artist acknowledges the impact of public criticism and the positive and negative effects it has had on their career growth.

Chapter 4

Influence of Childhood on Music

4:01 - 58 sec

The artist delves into their childhood experiences and how these have shaped their musical expression.

The artist delves into their childhood experiences and how these have shaped their musical expression.

  • The stuttering and speech laziness from childhood had a significant effect on their singing technique.
  • The artist worked with professionals to improve their speech and singing abilities.
  • They still don't believe they have achieved their desired level of performance but appreciate the progress and feedback from listeners.

Chapter 5

Navigating Fame and Personal Growth

4:59 - 3 min, 20 sec

The artist talks about fame, personal development, and how past adversities have become valuable lessons.

The artist talks about fame, personal development, and how past adversities have become valuable lessons.

  • The artist has learned to value adversities as opportunities for growth.
  • They discuss how their unique childhood and personality traits contributed to their current success as an artist.
  • The artist believes that the challenges they faced, including bullying, have played a significant role in shaping who they are today.

Chapter 6

Family Background and Early Influences

8:19 - 2 min, 33 sec

The artist shares insights into their family background and early influences that shaped their artistic journey.

The artist shares insights into their family background and early influences that shaped their artistic journey.

  • The artist was born in Mersin to a family with roots in Sivas, and their father was a truck driver and a veteran.
  • Their childhood was marked by waiting for their father's return from his trips, which influenced their work and world view.
  • The artist's mother's protective nature and the family's expectations played a role in their pursuit of music.

Chapter 7

Artistic Process and Teamwork

10:52 - 2 min, 3 sec

The artist discusses their artistic process, teamwork in creating music videos, and the importance of collaboration.

The artist discusses their artistic process, teamwork in creating music videos, and the importance of collaboration.

  • The artist emphasizes the importance of working with a close-knit team to create music videos, despite not having a large team.
  • They value the collaborative nature of their work, involving technical and creative people to bring projects to life.

Chapter 8

Public Perception and Artistic Identity

12:55 - 1 min, 43 sec

The artist reflects on public perception, their identity as an artist, and the influence of societal expectations.

The artist reflects on public perception, their identity as an artist, and the influence of societal expectations.

  • The artist shares their experience with public love and criticism and the impact it has on their self-perception.
  • They talk about the importance of self-improvement and how public feedback has pushed them to work on their shortcomings.

Chapter 9

Reflections on Speech Challenges

14:37 - 2 min, 3 sec

The artist opens up about their speech challenges and how overcoming stuttering has influenced their music.

The artist opens up about their speech challenges and how overcoming stuttering has influenced their music.

  • The artist connects their past speech difficulties with their present singing technique.
  • They have undertaken various therapeutic practices, such as speech therapy and hypnosis, to address the root causes of their stuttering.

Chapter 10

Connecting with the Past and Self-Healing

16:40 - 1 min, 32 sec

The artist speaks about the journey of connecting with their past and the healing process through music.

The artist speaks about the journey of connecting with their past and the healing process through music.

  • The artist has found that working through childhood issues has allowed them to heal and improve their musical performance.
  • They acknowledge that while they are not yet fully satisfied with their performance, they have made significant progress.

Chapter 11

Professional Challenges and Breakthrough

18:12 - 12 min, 51 sec

The artist reflects on the challenges they faced professionally and the breakthrough moments in their career.

The artist reflects on the challenges they faced professionally and the breakthrough moments in their career.

  • The artist faced significant challenges in the early stages of their career, including the struggle to be recognized.
  • They discuss the breakthrough moments that allowed them to gain traction and validation in the music industry.

Chapter 12

Relationship with Hometown and Healing

31:04 - 3 min, 31 sec

The artist shares their relationship with their hometown and the healing process over the years.

The artist shares their relationship with their hometown and the healing process over the years.

  • The artist has a complicated relationship with their hometown of Mersin but has grown to love it over time.
  • They describe how their perceptions of Mersin have changed and healed through personal growth.

Chapter 13

Perceptions of Success and Artistic Goals

34:35 - 1 min, 49 sec

The artist talks about their perceptions of success, artistic goals, and the influence of their father's passing.

The artist talks about their perceptions of success, artistic goals, and the influence of their father's passing.

  • The artist questions conventional measures of success and explains their goals in terms of personal fulfillment and storytelling.
  • They reflect on the impact of their father's passing and how it influenced their perspective on life and career.

Chapter 14

Creative Process and Personal Evolution

36:24 - 1 min, 55 sec

The artist delves into their creative process, personal evolution, and the role of past experiences in their growth.

The artist delves into their creative process, personal evolution, and the role of past experiences in their growth.

  • The artist discusses the importance of personal evolution and how they have come to terms with past experiences.
  • They talk about the need to continuously create and express themselves through their music.

Chapter 15

Lifestyle Choices and Influence of Pop Culture

38:18 - 1 min, 43 sec

The artist discusses their lifestyle choices and their interaction with pop culture.

The artist discusses their lifestyle choices and their interaction with pop culture.

  • The artist has chosen not to have a television and instead focuses on music in their daily life.
  • They talk about their relationship with pop culture and how it fits into their life as a musician.

Chapter 16

Gratitude and Future Aspirations

40:02 - 3 min, 31 sec

The artist expresses gratitude for the journey and shares their aspirations for the future.

The artist expresses gratitude for the journey and shares their aspirations for the future.

  • The artist is grateful for the challenges they faced and the resilience they developed over time.
  • They look forward to future opportunities to create music and inspire others.